Journal Entry: Tue Apr 30, 2013, 10:52 PM
I've decided to attempt "daily drawings" similar to how I used to do three every week back when I first started my tumblr. I'm hoping getting into this habit will help some very muchly needed improvement and get my creative juices going less inconsistently. I'm also trying to work myself up to a higher level for my own sanity and satisfaction in hopes that maybe one day I'll actually succeed at projects and partnerships and so on. I don't feel like I am where I want to be or where I should be, and it sucks. So, I guess we'll see where this takes me.
I'd also like to -- dare I say -- get back into using this more. I'm just getting really sick of tumblr, some of the community there and just how things function. /shrug. It's a personal thing. I was never a huge fan of the reblog system and how terrible the reply system is and I really tried my best to like it and get used to it, but...I don't know. It's just really unorganised to me.
So, again, I'm going to try being more active here, get some networking going, maybe do some trades with cool people. I'm trying to be optimistic without setting my hopes to high. Like I said, I'm not where I feel I should be and a lot of times it causes me to over-reach and the backlash on it (from my personal expectations of myself) can be devastating. I'm my biggest critic, as they say. :/
In conclusion; hello fellow deviants and friends. What's up? What have I missed? I am doing fine other than the fact that for the past three days my right hand has been in a lot of pain for reasons I have yet to discover. And today my left hand has followed suit. I'm really hoping this isn't anything serious and I'm just overworking myself or something...
Listening to: Cupcake; Jakalope
Reading: The Greater Good; Sandy Mitchell
Eating: Buffalo Wing Pretzel Crisps
Drinking: Raspberry brisk